Celebrating my partner's b-day today. No gift or card, just a nice dinner (Lobster of course). I already got her a necklace and ear ring set (damn I'm so poor now).

Looking at past journal entries (sorry for the long silence!) I started thinking about me as myself. And you know what?

I'm lazy. REALLY REALLY LAZY!

Like the fact that I need to pick a program to go to school for but I'm too damned lazy to do it.

Like I need to look for work in the next several weeks, but I'm too damned lazy to do it.

I'm so damned lazy I would probably be living in the gutter by now if it wasn't for my partner continually kicking my ASS off the proverbial mental couch.

Lazy, that is, until I'm interested. Then I'm different.

I get obsessed. Really really obsessed.

Like in that creepy hunt you down and kill you so I can inhale your blood kind of creepy.

Well, unless you put the fear of the living God in me, like the tax man just did a week ago, saying that they are doing a reassessment. As much as I feel it's a civic duty for everyone to pay taxes, GAWD DAMN! I report everything, you bitches, why are you picking on me!

<*Sigh*> Anyway, I finally got through the block I had with BnB:14 and have sent that off to beta. I'd post OWOA:10, but KPSlash is down right now and I can't pull it off there. I'm blocvked with OWOA:11 because I stupidly wanted to do something that turned out to be very very hard. Also, SNB:1 is almost completed... which reminds me, I haven't posted the Prelude here! Damn! More work to do...